[smiles a little] It's fine. We've talked a bit.. and I'm glad that she's happy in the place she's gone to.

... it's a rather long story. I told you just now that I needed a cornea transplant, right? Coz this eye here... [points to his left eye which does appear to be a little brighter than the other one if you look very closely] ... was going blimd. Turns out the cornea I got was cursed...

Kazusa's father promised to give Kazusa to a demon if the demon would give him great violin skills... the demon was supposed to take her after he died but then a piece of him, his cornea is still alive because of me. So the demon had to kill me first... It possessed me and I kept seeing and hearing illusions about how I was a monster, a murderer who did not deserve to live... and so, one day, I took a knife and slashed by own throat.