Voice post

[rubyeyes_ryuhou]

I-I know they can't be real. They can't. I heard everyone else talking about them, but... I thought I was spared. H-how foolish.

No, don't... don't look at me. Don't come closer!

...I know you died for me. I know, don't you think I know? I didn't want you to! Not for me, not for someone like me! You're not... [voice breaks]

Scheris...

[silence for a moment]

N-no, not you too. You're not here, you're not... you're not my mother! Get away!

Comments

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

Hey.. Ryuhou, hey hey, calm down. Breathe. You're more put together than this, come on!

[rubyeyes-ryuhou.livejournal.com]

I'm fine, I'm fine. I know they're not real. But... I still see them. My mother... and the girl who died to save me...

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

Sorry, man.

[rubyeyes-ryuhou.livejournal.com]

I don't know what they want.

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

Mine wants me to read a manual I read forever ago.

[rubyeyes-ryuhou.livejournal.com]

A manual? Why? Do you even have it here?

[reversedarkness.livejournal.com]

No, that's the point.