[Written]

[rubyeyes_ryuhou]

I'll be staying out in the cave where Leto used to live for awhile longer, I think. Whatever the Malnosso did to me, it's set control of my Alter back to less than what I had even as a child. If I stay very calm and don't exert myself, I can manage not to... destroy things around me, but it is difficult to even maintain that level.

It seems to be easier to keep control with Kazuma around; though I am usually far from calm around him, perhaps it is the effect of another Alter-user being in the vicinity. Kazuma, I suppose I am in your debt.

I have to request that anyone else stay away from here, though. I cannot be sure of my power at the moment, and I do not wish to accidentally harm anyone. Duo, this means you. Are you well?

[Private, about 30% hackable to those he knows]
It is... difficult, being here. He did not leave much behind, but I am still reminded of our time together. I wish that I had gone somewhere else. Staying... calm is not the easiest task.

Comments

[death-orange.livejournal.com]

I dunno what to tell you about that. If I knew more about what an alter was, maybe.

[rubyeyes-ryuhou.livejournal.com]

It's the ability to remake any matter into a form unique to us. We access another dimension...

...it's complicated.

[death-orange.livejournal.com]

Hn. Yeah, it sounds complicated.